Lack of Sleep

For the past few days,
I have been going to bed earlier than usual.
It's cuz I have been lacking sleep.
The other day I didn't have a wink of sleep for 24 hours.
Yesterday I had quite a bit of sleep
and last night I only had 3-4 hours. ._.
Do the sleeping gods hate me know? D:

I am so damn sleepy but I can't actually sleep.
Fuuuuuck!
TTATT

Anime guys.

As a lot of you know from a lot of previous blogs,
I like to watch anime shows.
A lot of them are shoujo anime's.

Shoujo anime's are like love story stuff,
there are different kinds,
the lots of dudes going for one girl,
lots of girls going for 1 dude,
a mix,
or a bunch of friends find their loves, etc.
Most of the time,
there are several "hot" anime guys in them.

Okay,
I love watching anime shows.
But sometimes I get pissed at all the guys.
I mean in then end they find their love or something.
And most of the time they are hot.
Ugh, and lucky and stuffs. :))

On the other hand,
I am the complete opposite.

And it pisses me off,
especially,
when some of the hot dudes are complete assholes. =))

Sorry,
it just sucks. :))
Sorry I wasted you time with this stupid post! XDD

-Boy of Fail

My Brute! XDD

Haha,
It's this awesome online game thing-o,
Marky told me to play it,
and I have been making fake accounts ever since. =))
It's like a RPG game thingy,

you have a character generated from your username.
and you get like abilities and weapons when you make the character,
and as you increase in level.
You use that character to fight with other people's character.
And everytime you level up you get either a bonus item,
like a weapon or something,
or a ability/specialty
it's really fun. ^^

I have 2 main characters.
One of them is just cuz he looks AWESOME!
and the other cuz he is strong! XDD

Awesome looking character:
http://brootsky.mybrute.com

Strong Character:
http://kr0ssfire.mybrute.com

Go to those links and play with me. XD
Oh yeah, if you like cool looking characters,
pick the cool one

If you want a weird looking strong dude,
pick the second one. :))

Single...

Okay, for the past 2-3 weeks,
I have been watching a bunch of shoujo anime's
and most of the people are like young,
at 15-16 and stuff sometimes younger.
And for them if you are 15 it would be weird if you haven't dated before.

For me it kinda got me thinking.

I am 14, I will be turning 15 this July,
is it weird that I have been single ever since?
Kahit date lang, I've never experienced it.
Yes,
I have experience a lot in my 14 years of living.
I have experienced social isolation.
financial crisis in my family,
death of loved ones,
a few accidents.
I was even a victim of a car nap before. =))
Well,
I guess I just ain't good with the opposite sex. =))

Maybe it's cuz I ain't attrative enough,
or maybe I just ain't
smooth and shizz.

What do you think?
Am I weird for being single for almost 15 years?
Am I doing something wrong? :P
Tell me.
Post a comment down there ^^

-Boy of Fail

Money, money, money

Yes,
Money it's a useful thing.
It can buy you things you need,
keep you living,
get stuff you want.
ETC

Personally,
money in my family would be like kryptonite for Superman,
it makes my parent's and brother go CRAZY.
Right now they are fighting over the debts they have with each other.
Yes, my family counts when they lend each other money.
They are like making all these exaggerations and stuff. :|
It's pretty pointless,
they are making something so small BIG.

Ugh,
it's making me so frustrated,
and dissapointed.
Especially my mom.
Oh my goodness,
she thinks money will buy her happiness.
My mom is like,
I need money for myself, you never give it to me,
blah blah blah.
I don't know the whole story,
but it's got something to do with my brother too.

Fuck this shit.
My mom never appreciates what my dad gives,
and that she always wants money.
But aside from that she is nice naman.

My brother is even worse!
He doesn't care how much cash he spends.
He just wastes and wastes more money,
and he would get mad when he doesn't get any.

My dad,
he gets too selfish with money sometimes,
and he saves too much.
He doesn't give us enough for what we want...
Well I guess it does help us learn the value of 1 peso.

Myself.
I don't bother myself with their "Money War",
and I end up not getting my allowance sometimes but who cares.

It just sucks cuz,
all of this is happening when something bad already is in progress.
Ugh,
summer is always a breeding ground for conflicts in my family,
hope all of this blows over soon though.

-Boy of Fail

Life is so Fragile

Haven't posted in a while,
wanted to come back with something going on in my life.
Well I won't tell you just yet what's happening,
but just what I have been thinking lately. ^^

Well...
life,
big topic to tackle.
Something about life is that it's short.
And more importantly fragile.
It can be taken away just like that.
If you were in a freaky accident,
or some whacked out illness or some shit.
Yeah,
I just hope EVERYONE understands this.
And I shall relate this with Christianity somehow. XD
Yeah,
everything happens for a reason,
reasons we may not understand but still,
there are reasons.
We just have to accept it and move on,
keep moving forward as I say.

Well,
God wants us all to be happy.
That's why we have to worship and keep having faith.
So that when we die,
we can be reborn and live for the rest of eternity with the Lord.
I am telling you though,
if you aren't devote in Christ,
you should start now.
You may never now that tomorrow you will die na pala,
and you weren't religious.
You die and never get reborn...
Sorry nalang. XD

Yeah... I dunno where I am going with this...
But still.
3 messages I want to convey through this blog.
1. Accept things, even if the are bad, and keep moving forward
2. Be religious cuz you never know that you might die tomorrow. And the Lord might provide a miracle and help you with your problems if ever. :) God is good!
3. Live life to the fullest, try not to let things get you down. Try to live EVERYDAY like it's the last day. No regret, okay? ;)

-Boy of Fail