Sunday, September 6, 2009

Bittersweet

Ugh, my life is so bittersweet.
I am able to put the smile on other's faces.
Let them experience true happiness for a moment in time.
But I can't experience that same joy.

The thing that I want the most is something I can't grasp.
Something far from my reach,
Impossible to attain.

And when I have fun.
Things get ruined,
and something happened that made today so...
Yes, such a bittersweet life I have.

If someone is actually reading this,
listen to Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan.
It's my song for now. :))

Well, I can't say I didn't have the sweet parts.
I have some moments that make me smile.
But it's not the thing that I really want.

Sorry it might just be the remaining alcohol in my body,
or because I am sleepy,
Ugh, my eyes are so swollen, seriously.
I look even more chinki-er then I usually look. =))

Well that's it...


... I'd do anything to get rid of all the knowledge I know right now. I wish I could just get amnesia or something.
Dude just because... you don't have to brag... even worse, don't tell me that shit!
And you think I believe the bullshit that's served up? =)) Patawa!!! =))

Sorry, I am being so vague. -.-
Vent blogs, good thing no one actually reads my blogs. =))