Sorry, I ain't good enough for you

Yes, I know I ain't the best guy
I am not that bad-ass
I ain't smooth with the ladies
I ain't as funny as some guys out there
and I am not that physically appealing either,
I know all this.
I just wanted to be optimistic and hope that you would see through these and see me as a good guy
but...
I never thought that liking you would make me so sad
I wanted to be with you because it would make me happy
I still want to be with you
except sad to say
you hate me...
I am sorry I was so persistent,
I am sorry for trying to hard
I am sorry for being so determined for you
I just...
I don't have the words to say it now,
so I think I will talk with you later,
my last attempt...
I am sorry