Pokemon

Well, awhile ago,
I was at my grandparent's place.
Like any other Sunday,
and I was playing with my younger cousins.
Then one of them brought out a Pokemon Handbook. :))
I was like telling them which Pokemon came out in the first season.
It made me feel nostalgic,

I want to go back to those days.
When things were simpler.
No worries,
no one to worry about,
no dangers.
Just me wishing I can go on a pokemon trip too.
and have friends like Ash.

... then it made me feel how dispensable a friend I am.
How I can be replaced, just like that. -.-

I wish, I can be the main character.
Not the bestfriend,
nor the minor character that is left behind at some point.

Love

Most people,
and including me for a time have been seeing this feeling called love in the wrong way.
They think love is only possible with your special someone.
The "love" that you feel when your with your
girlfriend.
boyfriend,
ka-MU,
etc.

Well, here I go again with my saying...
You wrong! :))

Love doesn't have to be with your significant other.
Love is when a person will be there for you,
no matter what.
See, a friend can be that person.
Or even before you meet your significant other,
your parents,
your siblings,
FAMILY!
For me, my friends are part of my family.
Yes, we may have our squabbles,
it's inevitable, but once you are part of a family,
you can't back out.

... What I am trying to say is,
even though I am single and everything,
I don't give a shit, cuz I have my friends...
Wait, scrap that.
Because I have a family. :)

Down-hill

Ugh, -.- I don't know what's happening,
but I think this week is gonna be a lonely week. D:
I don't know what I have done, and no one seems to be telling me.
But I ended up either,
pissing off
or annoying,
the people whom I consider my closest friends.

Argh, the whole day I felt so, ahw. -.-
It sucked seriously...
and I think this might continue for the whole week. D:

... And I wanted pa sana to watch a movie with them on Wednesday. :|
Ahw, guess I'll go no life mode and play DW all day.

Rawr this seriously sucks...
GOD HELP ME! :(

Good guys finish last? (Life Talks)

I hear this in a lot of movies,
they say the nice guy,
the "friend" is the guy that always loses.

And from my experiences,
I guess the do,
at first.

You see,
people think that finishing last is bad.
Their wrong,
good guys finish last because when they finish,
they take their time and get the best.

See,
they won't just go for any girl just to have one,
or make friend with the popular kids just to be popular.
They pick the girl that is the one that's right for them,
even if it takes time.
Or the make friends who are REAL,
not the ones that are fickle and will leave you to be with the "cooler" kids.

If you think that being single,
or being behind everyone else in other fields,
like drinking and stuffs (which is bad for you).
Don't feel bad,
and don't rush yourselves,
because in the end you'll have the best life.

It's not that good guys finish last, it's good guys finish the happiest

Life Talks

Yes, don't overlook what's right infront of you, but don't forget to turn around and look back, you might find something worthwhile...

Wala lang! =))

Life Talks

Okay, another series of blogs that I shall open. =))
First it was what makes me different.
Now it's Life Talks. :> =))

Well this will just be a bunch of my experiences,
put into words, so that the world can benefit from my mistakes.
And try not to commit them, like I have...
Or just stuff to encourage you and keep lifting your head up high,
looking forward to the future.

this one is gonna be the first... Experiences.

Well,
Life...
It doesn't really stop for anyone.
At times it can be relentless and others miraculous!

But yeah...
There are times when life or the people in yours just won't be or do as how you want it to happen.
I mean, if you want it to stop raining tomorrow it won't always happen.
So when these things hapen, it's either you deal with it or if you can,
do something about it.


(Well, in my situation I can't really do anything so I'll have to deal with it.
So, yeah.)

But if you do have some say in it.
Don't hesitate, give what you got to say.
Life won't just stop for you and say,
"okay, let's wait for this guy to do something"
It will give you one,
and only one shot to do what you got to do.
You have to take that chance and use it to your advantage.
Cuz opportunity comes once in a life time.

... It's you who will either make or break.

Leg Wound

This morning I woke up with a huge wound on my lower left leg. -.-
It's pretty big. :))
I don't know.
I put some antiseptic and stuffs,
and I put medical wrap...
a band-aid is too small to cover it up...
Yeah it's pretty big.

... I dunno how I got it.
This sucks.

All in Vain

I shall start these "venting" blogs in a question...
Remember all of these will be kinda vague so if you want more details talk to me. :))
It'll depend who you are though. =))

Exclusive kasi, eh? :> =))
Joking. :P

Anyways, yeah...

Have you ever felt that all you did for someone was worth it.
I mean even if you never succeeded in what you did,
you WERE still content in the effort you put in?

Well, before I kinda was...
But, recently I was enlightened and found out that...
No! It was all in vain.

I never had a profound effect on the person.
I don't even think I scratched the surface,
it's so sad. =))

It's cuz I found out something,
I guess I should've just left it alone...
Well all of this is due to my curiosity. :))

And what ticks me off even more is that,
someone else didn't even try and got what I wanted to succeed in. =))
I am such a fail! :))

This is why I shouldn't strive for anything too much.
Everytime I actually try, I fail.
So, yeah that's it.

I know, schoopid blog,
schoopid Bruce,
such a FAIL! =))

Until it's gone

I've blogged about this before,
and I will blog about it again.

You never really appreciate someone or something as much until it's gone.
For example, President Cory Aquino,
Michael Jackson,
or any relative you lost.

You only realize how much you love that thing or person,
or how much it's done for you until it's gone.

What I am trying to get out of this is...
Don't take things for granted,
until you lose it.

May it be your parent's,
your friends,
oppurtunities,
anything.

Make sure you appreciate it.
Because when it's gone you can't get it back anymore.

Second Thoughts

You know how you make a decision,
then you realize that you want to change that decision,
but you just can't anymore?

I think this has happened to me today.

Well, it wasn't really my decision to make...
But I helped in making it.

Rawr, I guess I would get my advantage staying with my first choice...
Ugh, I just feel so pissed...
and kinda sad about it all.

I guess it's too late now.
... I guess I'll just be the "friend"

Why I am Different

I am different because I am into Japanese culture. XD
I find it awesome! XDD
Especially the hairstyles and SOME of the fashion. :))
Not all, okay?
Some of them are just weird, even for me! XD
I also love anime as well.

I want to grow my hair so that I can style my hair awesome-ly.
I have a plan.
When I graduate high school I would grow my hair out,
long enough to make a pony tail and put it over my shoulder and reach my chest. =))
Then I will color is red or purple, or a mix. :))
Yes, awesome plan right? :))

And yeah.
I want to learn Japanese too. XD
Woot anime~!

I remember the other day Kaila said that I looked Japanese...
I don't know if she meant it in a good or bad way,
but I was happy cuz they're awesome!! XD =))

Well yeah that's it, thanks for reading! XD

Just when I try to turn around I see your face, and it makes me come back again.

Yo, don't mind the title. =))
I had nothing else to put up there. =))

So, this is the REAL title. :> :))

BULLS**T!

So, I'll be talking about how Reedley is all fucked up now...
(If this ever reaches a teacher or something, I am sorry,
I just got to get this out of my chest... and trust me almost every other student feels the same.)
Well, the main thing I am so pissed about it the new grading system.
Rawr, you know what,
the quizzes as they say are ranked easy medium and hard...
first bulls**t, it's actually normal, hard, and stuff sometimes the teachers don't even get.

Second is the super strict regulation the school is under now.
I mean, the school is suppose to prepare us for the future,
not prison!
Seriously, for hair code violation you get an automatic detention?!
Not even in Ateneo or Xavier they do that.
They atleast give you a warning or a certain time before you get the detention or warning slip!
... I mean even in jobs...
They don't ask you to cut your hair in some jobs even. -.-

Oh yeah, and Reedley,
stop spitting out some Bulls**t in your motto,
"more learning less stress", Pfft.
That is nothing but LIES!
Almost everyone is having atleast 10 times more stress than before.
And may I tell youzz,
that even some of the smart people have resorted to having tutors because of how difficult it has become.

Oh yeah, and it's very unfair for us 3rd year students!
You are expecting us to get good grades and get into good schools when making us go through the horrors or this system?
Even our parent's can't get a type 2 test correctly...
Seriously, Reedley...
You make us think about our future...
You guys are the ones who might possibly ruin it all for us!

Rawr, seriously pisses me off...
If ever this is read by a faculty member in school... :))

Oh yeah, people are starting to get parents to complain about the system...
If you want to join us try convincing your parents. ;)
Tell them how difficult it is and shizznit. :P
So yeah, just book a meeting with the people and get them your parents to complain. :)
=)) Rawr, this is such a stupid blog, actually rant on Reedley. XD
But yeah, get your parent's to complain and they might go back to the old thinger.

Reason Why I Am "Different"

Haha, okay, I decided to post a series of blogs,
it will be entitled "reasons why I am different"
So here I go.

Okay, I am different to other people because,
you know how people,
as they grow older and experience hardship they get all negative and realize how people and stuffs are so stupid and shizz.
Like all the emo people,
they are like, "life sucks."
I bet most of them,
when they were young they weren't like that.
They would be all smiles and good times.

I am the opposite,
when I was young I was all "fuck the world"
And yes,
even if I was at 8 or 9 years old
(I forgot how old I was)
I thought of suicide...
I think it's pathetic now that I look back, but yeah. :))
Also I never believed the concept of close or best friends.
Maybe because I never had any.
It's funny,
now I really want one. :)) I mean, I have close friends...
but I don't have a best friend, or someone who considers me theirs.

Well enough with that part and then now I am all happy and shizz,
I thank god for what he has given me.
and try to be all positive.
Yes, some of you might think I am naive or a fool,

Let me tell you,
YOU are the fool,
thinking that everything is bad,
and just waiting for someone to mess up.
Look at all the positives and don't keep counting the negatives...
Trust me your life will brighten up. :)

Okay, I know this blog is so fudged up, sorry, I am kinda sleepy and all and stressed from school so thanks for bearing with me. :)

Hope this was entertaining or something, I don't know. =))

Finding myself

Hey! Haven't made a blog in awhile, now.
Miggy, told me to make a blog, so here it is.

So, this has been in my mind since last school year.
When I started showing to others how serious, or "wise"/"mature" I can be.
And when I started showing my god given talents to the world.
But also retained my original joyous personality.

I felt like I had split personalities.
and have only shared 3 of them to the world.
So sad.

I hope I can find which one is the true me soon.
I think this year will be the year where I bloom and find myself.
But, I ain't rushing anything.
I have my whole life to "find myself."

I just hope that however I turn out to be.
I just wish people will accept me for me.
Not the several persona's I portray now.

I guess, the real journey is gonna start soon...
time to pick which path to lead.
No! I mean, time to make my OWN path.