All in Vain

I shall start these "venting" blogs in a question...
Remember all of these will be kinda vague so if you want more details talk to me. :))
It'll depend who you are though. =))

Exclusive kasi, eh? :> =))
Joking. :P

Anyways, yeah...

Have you ever felt that all you did for someone was worth it.
I mean even if you never succeeded in what you did,
you WERE still content in the effort you put in?

Well, before I kinda was...
But, recently I was enlightened and found out that...
No! It was all in vain.

I never had a profound effect on the person.
I don't even think I scratched the surface,
it's so sad. =))

It's cuz I found out something,
I guess I should've just left it alone...
Well all of this is due to my curiosity. :))

And what ticks me off even more is that,
someone else didn't even try and got what I wanted to succeed in. =))
I am such a fail! :))

This is why I shouldn't strive for anything too much.
Everytime I actually try, I fail.
So, yeah that's it.

I know, schoopid blog,
schoopid Bruce,
such a FAIL! =))