Reason Why I Am "Different"

Haha, okay, I decided to post a series of blogs,
it will be entitled "reasons why I am different"
So here I go.

Okay, I am different to other people because,
you know how people,
as they grow older and experience hardship they get all negative and realize how people and stuffs are so stupid and shizz.
Like all the emo people,
they are like, "life sucks."
I bet most of them,
when they were young they weren't like that.
They would be all smiles and good times.

I am the opposite,
when I was young I was all "fuck the world"
And yes,
even if I was at 8 or 9 years old
(I forgot how old I was)
I thought of suicide...
I think it's pathetic now that I look back, but yeah. :))
Also I never believed the concept of close or best friends.
Maybe because I never had any.
It's funny,
now I really want one. :)) I mean, I have close friends...
but I don't have a best friend, or someone who considers me theirs.

Well enough with that part and then now I am all happy and shizz,
I thank god for what he has given me.
and try to be all positive.
Yes, some of you might think I am naive or a fool,

Let me tell you,
YOU are the fool,
thinking that everything is bad,
and just waiting for someone to mess up.
Look at all the positives and don't keep counting the negatives...
Trust me your life will brighten up. :)

Okay, I know this blog is so fudged up, sorry, I am kinda sleepy and all and stressed from school so thanks for bearing with me. :)

Hope this was entertaining or something, I don't know. =))