All in Vain

I shall start these "venting" blogs in a question...
Remember all of these will be kinda vague so if you want more details talk to me. :))
It'll depend who you are though. =))

Exclusive kasi, eh? :> =))
Joking. :P

Anyways, yeah...

Have you ever felt that all you did for someone was worth it.
I mean even if you never succeeded in what you did,
you WERE still content in the effort you put in?

Well, before I kinda was...
But, recently I was enlightened and found out that...
No! It was all in vain.

I never had a profound effect on the person.
I don't even think I scratched the surface,
it's so sad. =))

It's cuz I found out something,
I guess I should've just left it alone...
Well all of this is due to my curiosity. :))

And what ticks me off even more is that,
someone else didn't even try and got what I wanted to succeed in. =))
I am such a fail! :))

This is why I shouldn't strive for anything too much.
Everytime I actually try, I fail.
So, yeah that's it.

I know, schoopid blog,
schoopid Bruce,
such a FAIL! =))

Until it's gone

I've blogged about this before,
and I will blog about it again.

You never really appreciate someone or something as much until it's gone.
For example, President Cory Aquino,
Michael Jackson,
or any relative you lost.

You only realize how much you love that thing or person,
or how much it's done for you until it's gone.

What I am trying to get out of this is...
Don't take things for granted,
until you lose it.

May it be your parent's,
your friends,
oppurtunities,
anything.

Make sure you appreciate it.
Because when it's gone you can't get it back anymore.

Second Thoughts

You know how you make a decision,
then you realize that you want to change that decision,
but you just can't anymore?

I think this has happened to me today.

Well, it wasn't really my decision to make...
But I helped in making it.

Rawr, I guess I would get my advantage staying with my first choice...
Ugh, I just feel so pissed...
and kinda sad about it all.

I guess it's too late now.
... I guess I'll just be the "friend"

Why I am Different

I am different because I am into Japanese culture. XD
I find it awesome! XDD
Especially the hairstyles and SOME of the fashion. :))
Not all, okay?
Some of them are just weird, even for me! XD
I also love anime as well.

I want to grow my hair so that I can style my hair awesome-ly.
I have a plan.
When I graduate high school I would grow my hair out,
long enough to make a pony tail and put it over my shoulder and reach my chest. =))
Then I will color is red or purple, or a mix. :))
Yes, awesome plan right? :))

And yeah.
I want to learn Japanese too. XD
Woot anime~!

I remember the other day Kaila said that I looked Japanese...
I don't know if she meant it in a good or bad way,
but I was happy cuz they're awesome!! XD =))

Well yeah that's it, thanks for reading! XD

Just when I try to turn around I see your face, and it makes me come back again.

Yo, don't mind the title. =))
I had nothing else to put up there. =))

So, this is the REAL title. :> :))

BULLS**T!

So, I'll be talking about how Reedley is all fucked up now...
(If this ever reaches a teacher or something, I am sorry,
I just got to get this out of my chest... and trust me almost every other student feels the same.)
Well, the main thing I am so pissed about it the new grading system.
Rawr, you know what,
the quizzes as they say are ranked easy medium and hard...
first bulls**t, it's actually normal, hard, and stuff sometimes the teachers don't even get.

Second is the super strict regulation the school is under now.
I mean, the school is suppose to prepare us for the future,
not prison!
Seriously, for hair code violation you get an automatic detention?!
Not even in Ateneo or Xavier they do that.
They atleast give you a warning or a certain time before you get the detention or warning slip!
... I mean even in jobs...
They don't ask you to cut your hair in some jobs even. -.-

Oh yeah, and Reedley,
stop spitting out some Bulls**t in your motto,
"more learning less stress", Pfft.
That is nothing but LIES!
Almost everyone is having atleast 10 times more stress than before.
And may I tell youzz,
that even some of the smart people have resorted to having tutors because of how difficult it has become.

Oh yeah, and it's very unfair for us 3rd year students!
You are expecting us to get good grades and get into good schools when making us go through the horrors or this system?
Even our parent's can't get a type 2 test correctly...
Seriously, Reedley...
You make us think about our future...
You guys are the ones who might possibly ruin it all for us!

Rawr, seriously pisses me off...
If ever this is read by a faculty member in school... :))

Oh yeah, people are starting to get parents to complain about the system...
If you want to join us try convincing your parents. ;)
Tell them how difficult it is and shizznit. :P
So yeah, just book a meeting with the people and get them your parents to complain. :)
=)) Rawr, this is such a stupid blog, actually rant on Reedley. XD
But yeah, get your parent's to complain and they might go back to the old thinger.

Reason Why I Am "Different"

Haha, okay, I decided to post a series of blogs,
it will be entitled "reasons why I am different"
So here I go.

Okay, I am different to other people because,
you know how people,
as they grow older and experience hardship they get all negative and realize how people and stuffs are so stupid and shizz.
Like all the emo people,
they are like, "life sucks."
I bet most of them,
when they were young they weren't like that.
They would be all smiles and good times.

I am the opposite,
when I was young I was all "fuck the world"
And yes,
even if I was at 8 or 9 years old
(I forgot how old I was)
I thought of suicide...
I think it's pathetic now that I look back, but yeah. :))
Also I never believed the concept of close or best friends.
Maybe because I never had any.
It's funny,
now I really want one. :)) I mean, I have close friends...
but I don't have a best friend, or someone who considers me theirs.

Well enough with that part and then now I am all happy and shizz,
I thank god for what he has given me.
and try to be all positive.
Yes, some of you might think I am naive or a fool,

Let me tell you,
YOU are the fool,
thinking that everything is bad,
and just waiting for someone to mess up.
Look at all the positives and don't keep counting the negatives...
Trust me your life will brighten up. :)

Okay, I know this blog is so fudged up, sorry, I am kinda sleepy and all and stressed from school so thanks for bearing with me. :)

Hope this was entertaining or something, I don't know. =))

Finding myself

Hey! Haven't made a blog in awhile, now.
Miggy, told me to make a blog, so here it is.

So, this has been in my mind since last school year.
When I started showing to others how serious, or "wise"/"mature" I can be.
And when I started showing my god given talents to the world.
But also retained my original joyous personality.

I felt like I had split personalities.
and have only shared 3 of them to the world.
So sad.

I hope I can find which one is the true me soon.
I think this year will be the year where I bloom and find myself.
But, I ain't rushing anything.
I have my whole life to "find myself."

I just hope that however I turn out to be.
I just wish people will accept me for me.
Not the several persona's I portray now.

I guess, the real journey is gonna start soon...
time to pick which path to lead.
No! I mean, time to make my OWN path.