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Bittersweet

Ugh, my life is so bittersweet.
I am able to put the smile on other's faces.
Let them experience true happiness for a moment in time.
But I can't experience that same joy.

The thing that I want the most is something I can't grasp.
Something far from my reach,
Impossible to attain.

And when I have fun.
Things get ruined,
and something happened that made today so...
Yes, such a bittersweet life I have.

If someone is actually reading this,
listen to Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan.
It's my song for now. :))

Well, I can't say I didn't have the sweet parts.
I have some moments that make me smile.
But it's not the thing that I really want.

Sorry it might just be the remaining alcohol in my body,
or because I am sleepy,
Ugh, my eyes are so swollen, seriously.
I look even more chinki-er then I usually look. =))

Well that's it...


... I'd do anything to get rid of all the knowledge I know right now. I wish I could just get amnesia or something.
Dude just because... you don't have to brag... even worse, don't tell me that shit!
And you think I believe the bullshit that's served up? =)) Patawa!!! =))

Sorry, I am being so vague. -.-
Vent blogs, good thing no one actually reads my blogs. =))

Pokemon

Well, awhile ago,
I was at my grandparent's place.
Like any other Sunday,
and I was playing with my younger cousins.
Then one of them brought out a Pokemon Handbook. :))
I was like telling them which Pokemon came out in the first season.
It made me feel nostalgic,

I want to go back to those days.
When things were simpler.
No worries,
no one to worry about,
no dangers.
Just me wishing I can go on a pokemon trip too.
and have friends like Ash.

... then it made me feel how dispensable a friend I am.
How I can be replaced, just like that. -.-

I wish, I can be the main character.
Not the bestfriend,
nor the minor character that is left behind at some point.

Love

Most people,
and including me for a time have been seeing this feeling called love in the wrong way.
They think love is only possible with your special someone.
The "love" that you feel when your with your
girlfriend.
boyfriend,
ka-MU,
etc.

Well, here I go again with my saying...
You wrong! :))

Love doesn't have to be with your significant other.
Love is when a person will be there for you,
no matter what.
See, a friend can be that person.
Or even before you meet your significant other,
your parents,
your siblings,
FAMILY!
For me, my friends are part of my family.
Yes, we may have our squabbles,
it's inevitable, but once you are part of a family,
you can't back out.

... What I am trying to say is,
even though I am single and everything,
I don't give a shit, cuz I have my friends...
Wait, scrap that.
Because I have a family. :)

Down-hill

Ugh, -.- I don't know what's happening,
but I think this week is gonna be a lonely week. D:
I don't know what I have done, and no one seems to be telling me.
But I ended up either,
pissing off
or annoying,
the people whom I consider my closest friends.

Argh, the whole day I felt so, ahw. -.-
It sucked seriously...
and I think this might continue for the whole week. D:

... And I wanted pa sana to watch a movie with them on Wednesday. :|
Ahw, guess I'll go no life mode and play DW all day.

Rawr this seriously sucks...
GOD HELP ME! :(

Good guys finish last? (Life Talks)

I hear this in a lot of movies,
they say the nice guy,
the "friend" is the guy that always loses.

And from my experiences,
I guess the do,
at first.

You see,
people think that finishing last is bad.
Their wrong,
good guys finish last because when they finish,
they take their time and get the best.

See,
they won't just go for any girl just to have one,
or make friend with the popular kids just to be popular.
They pick the girl that is the one that's right for them,
even if it takes time.
Or the make friends who are REAL,
not the ones that are fickle and will leave you to be with the "cooler" kids.

If you think that being single,
or being behind everyone else in other fields,
like drinking and stuffs (which is bad for you).
Don't feel bad,
and don't rush yourselves,
because in the end you'll have the best life.

It's not that good guys finish last, it's good guys finish the happiest

Life Talks

Yes, don't overlook what's right infront of you, but don't forget to turn around and look back, you might find something worthwhile...

Wala lang! =))

Life Talks

Okay, another series of blogs that I shall open. =))
First it was what makes me different.
Now it's Life Talks. :> =))

Well this will just be a bunch of my experiences,
put into words, so that the world can benefit from my mistakes.
And try not to commit them, like I have...
Or just stuff to encourage you and keep lifting your head up high,
looking forward to the future.

this one is gonna be the first... Experiences.

Well,
Life...
It doesn't really stop for anyone.
At times it can be relentless and others miraculous!

But yeah...
There are times when life or the people in yours just won't be or do as how you want it to happen.
I mean, if you want it to stop raining tomorrow it won't always happen.
So when these things hapen, it's either you deal with it or if you can,
do something about it.


(Well, in my situation I can't really do anything so I'll have to deal with it.
So, yeah.)

But if you do have some say in it.
Don't hesitate, give what you got to say.
Life won't just stop for you and say,
"okay, let's wait for this guy to do something"
It will give you one,
and only one shot to do what you got to do.
You have to take that chance and use it to your advantage.
Cuz opportunity comes once in a life time.

... It's you who will either make or break.

Leg Wound

This morning I woke up with a huge wound on my lower left leg. -.-
It's pretty big. :))
I don't know.
I put some antiseptic and stuffs,
and I put medical wrap...
a band-aid is too small to cover it up...
Yeah it's pretty big.

... I dunno how I got it.
This sucks.

All in Vain

I shall start these "venting" blogs in a question...
Remember all of these will be kinda vague so if you want more details talk to me. :))
It'll depend who you are though. =))

Exclusive kasi, eh? :> =))
Joking. :P

Anyways, yeah...

Have you ever felt that all you did for someone was worth it.
I mean even if you never succeeded in what you did,
you WERE still content in the effort you put in?

Well, before I kinda was...
But, recently I was enlightened and found out that...
No! It was all in vain.

I never had a profound effect on the person.
I don't even think I scratched the surface,
it's so sad. =))

It's cuz I found out something,
I guess I should've just left it alone...
Well all of this is due to my curiosity. :))

And what ticks me off even more is that,
someone else didn't even try and got what I wanted to succeed in. =))
I am such a fail! :))

This is why I shouldn't strive for anything too much.
Everytime I actually try, I fail.
So, yeah that's it.

I know, schoopid blog,
schoopid Bruce,
such a FAIL! =))

Until it's gone

I've blogged about this before,
and I will blog about it again.

You never really appreciate someone or something as much until it's gone.
For example, President Cory Aquino,
Michael Jackson,
or any relative you lost.

You only realize how much you love that thing or person,
or how much it's done for you until it's gone.

What I am trying to get out of this is...
Don't take things for granted,
until you lose it.

May it be your parent's,
your friends,
oppurtunities,
anything.

Make sure you appreciate it.
Because when it's gone you can't get it back anymore.

Second Thoughts

You know how you make a decision,
then you realize that you want to change that decision,
but you just can't anymore?

I think this has happened to me today.

Well, it wasn't really my decision to make...
But I helped in making it.

Rawr, I guess I would get my advantage staying with my first choice...
Ugh, I just feel so pissed...
and kinda sad about it all.

I guess it's too late now.
... I guess I'll just be the "friend"

Why I am Different

I am different because I am into Japanese culture. XD
I find it awesome! XDD
Especially the hairstyles and SOME of the fashion. :))
Not all, okay?
Some of them are just weird, even for me! XD
I also love anime as well.

I want to grow my hair so that I can style my hair awesome-ly.
I have a plan.
When I graduate high school I would grow my hair out,
long enough to make a pony tail and put it over my shoulder and reach my chest. =))
Then I will color is red or purple, or a mix. :))
Yes, awesome plan right? :))

And yeah.
I want to learn Japanese too. XD
Woot anime~!

I remember the other day Kaila said that I looked Japanese...
I don't know if she meant it in a good or bad way,
but I was happy cuz they're awesome!! XD =))

Well yeah that's it, thanks for reading! XD

Just when I try to turn around I see your face, and it makes me come back again.

Yo, don't mind the title. =))
I had nothing else to put up there. =))

So, this is the REAL title. :> :))

BULLS**T!

So, I'll be talking about how Reedley is all fucked up now...
(If this ever reaches a teacher or something, I am sorry,
I just got to get this out of my chest... and trust me almost every other student feels the same.)
Well, the main thing I am so pissed about it the new grading system.
Rawr, you know what,
the quizzes as they say are ranked easy medium and hard...
first bulls**t, it's actually normal, hard, and stuff sometimes the teachers don't even get.

Second is the super strict regulation the school is under now.
I mean, the school is suppose to prepare us for the future,
not prison!
Seriously, for hair code violation you get an automatic detention?!
Not even in Ateneo or Xavier they do that.
They atleast give you a warning or a certain time before you get the detention or warning slip!
... I mean even in jobs...
They don't ask you to cut your hair in some jobs even. -.-

Oh yeah, and Reedley,
stop spitting out some Bulls**t in your motto,
"more learning less stress", Pfft.
That is nothing but LIES!
Almost everyone is having atleast 10 times more stress than before.
And may I tell youzz,
that even some of the smart people have resorted to having tutors because of how difficult it has become.

Oh yeah, and it's very unfair for us 3rd year students!
You are expecting us to get good grades and get into good schools when making us go through the horrors or this system?
Even our parent's can't get a type 2 test correctly...
Seriously, Reedley...
You make us think about our future...
You guys are the ones who might possibly ruin it all for us!

Rawr, seriously pisses me off...
If ever this is read by a faculty member in school... :))

Oh yeah, people are starting to get parents to complain about the system...
If you want to join us try convincing your parents. ;)
Tell them how difficult it is and shizznit. :P
So yeah, just book a meeting with the people and get them your parents to complain. :)
=)) Rawr, this is such a stupid blog, actually rant on Reedley. XD
But yeah, get your parent's to complain and they might go back to the old thinger.

Reason Why I Am "Different"

Haha, okay, I decided to post a series of blogs,
it will be entitled "reasons why I am different"
So here I go.

Okay, I am different to other people because,
you know how people,
as they grow older and experience hardship they get all negative and realize how people and stuffs are so stupid and shizz.
Like all the emo people,
they are like, "life sucks."
I bet most of them,
when they were young they weren't like that.
They would be all smiles and good times.

I am the opposite,
when I was young I was all "fuck the world"
And yes,
even if I was at 8 or 9 years old
(I forgot how old I was)
I thought of suicide...
I think it's pathetic now that I look back, but yeah. :))
Also I never believed the concept of close or best friends.
Maybe because I never had any.
It's funny,
now I really want one. :)) I mean, I have close friends...
but I don't have a best friend, or someone who considers me theirs.

Well enough with that part and then now I am all happy and shizz,
I thank god for what he has given me.
and try to be all positive.
Yes, some of you might think I am naive or a fool,

Let me tell you,
YOU are the fool,
thinking that everything is bad,
and just waiting for someone to mess up.
Look at all the positives and don't keep counting the negatives...
Trust me your life will brighten up. :)

Okay, I know this blog is so fudged up, sorry, I am kinda sleepy and all and stressed from school so thanks for bearing with me. :)

Hope this was entertaining or something, I don't know. =))

Finding myself

Hey! Haven't made a blog in awhile, now.
Miggy, told me to make a blog, so here it is.

So, this has been in my mind since last school year.
When I started showing to others how serious, or "wise"/"mature" I can be.
And when I started showing my god given talents to the world.
But also retained my original joyous personality.

I felt like I had split personalities.
and have only shared 3 of them to the world.
So sad.

I hope I can find which one is the true me soon.
I think this year will be the year where I bloom and find myself.
But, I ain't rushing anything.
I have my whole life to "find myself."

I just hope that however I turn out to be.
I just wish people will accept me for me.
Not the several persona's I portray now.

I guess, the real journey is gonna start soon...
time to pick which path to lead.
No! I mean, time to make my OWN path.

Lack of Sleep

For the past few days,
I have been going to bed earlier than usual.
It's cuz I have been lacking sleep.
The other day I didn't have a wink of sleep for 24 hours.
Yesterday I had quite a bit of sleep
and last night I only had 3-4 hours. ._.
Do the sleeping gods hate me know? D:

I am so damn sleepy but I can't actually sleep.
Fuuuuuck!
TTATT

Anime guys.

As a lot of you know from a lot of previous blogs,
I like to watch anime shows.
A lot of them are shoujo anime's.

Shoujo anime's are like love story stuff,
there are different kinds,
the lots of dudes going for one girl,
lots of girls going for 1 dude,
a mix,
or a bunch of friends find their loves, etc.
Most of the time,
there are several "hot" anime guys in them.

Okay,
I love watching anime shows.
But sometimes I get pissed at all the guys.
I mean in then end they find their love or something.
And most of the time they are hot.
Ugh, and lucky and stuffs. :))

On the other hand,
I am the complete opposite.

And it pisses me off,
especially,
when some of the hot dudes are complete assholes. =))

Sorry,
it just sucks. :))
Sorry I wasted you time with this stupid post! XDD

-Boy of Fail

My Brute! XDD

Haha,
It's this awesome online game thing-o,
Marky told me to play it,
and I have been making fake accounts ever since. =))
It's like a RPG game thingy,

you have a character generated from your username.
and you get like abilities and weapons when you make the character,
and as you increase in level.
You use that character to fight with other people's character.
And everytime you level up you get either a bonus item,
like a weapon or something,
or a ability/specialty
it's really fun. ^^

I have 2 main characters.
One of them is just cuz he looks AWESOME!
and the other cuz he is strong! XDD

Awesome looking character:
http://brootsky.mybrute.com

Strong Character:
http://kr0ssfire.mybrute.com

Go to those links and play with me. XD
Oh yeah, if you like cool looking characters,
pick the cool one

If you want a weird looking strong dude,
pick the second one. :))

Single...

Okay, for the past 2-3 weeks,
I have been watching a bunch of shoujo anime's
and most of the people are like young,
at 15-16 and stuff sometimes younger.
And for them if you are 15 it would be weird if you haven't dated before.

For me it kinda got me thinking.

I am 14, I will be turning 15 this July,
is it weird that I have been single ever since?
Kahit date lang, I've never experienced it.
Yes,
I have experience a lot in my 14 years of living.
I have experienced social isolation.
financial crisis in my family,
death of loved ones,
a few accidents.
I was even a victim of a car nap before. =))
Well,
I guess I just ain't good with the opposite sex. =))

Maybe it's cuz I ain't attrative enough,
or maybe I just ain't
smooth and shizz.

What do you think?
Am I weird for being single for almost 15 years?
Am I doing something wrong? :P
Tell me.
Post a comment down there ^^

-Boy of Fail

Money, money, money

Yes,
Money it's a useful thing.
It can buy you things you need,
keep you living,
get stuff you want.
ETC

Personally,
money in my family would be like kryptonite for Superman,
it makes my parent's and brother go CRAZY.
Right now they are fighting over the debts they have with each other.
Yes, my family counts when they lend each other money.
They are like making all these exaggerations and stuff. :|
It's pretty pointless,
they are making something so small BIG.

Ugh,
it's making me so frustrated,
and dissapointed.
Especially my mom.
Oh my goodness,
she thinks money will buy her happiness.
My mom is like,
I need money for myself, you never give it to me,
blah blah blah.
I don't know the whole story,
but it's got something to do with my brother too.

Fuck this shit.
My mom never appreciates what my dad gives,
and that she always wants money.
But aside from that she is nice naman.

My brother is even worse!
He doesn't care how much cash he spends.
He just wastes and wastes more money,
and he would get mad when he doesn't get any.

My dad,
he gets too selfish with money sometimes,
and he saves too much.
He doesn't give us enough for what we want...
Well I guess it does help us learn the value of 1 peso.

Myself.
I don't bother myself with their "Money War",
and I end up not getting my allowance sometimes but who cares.

It just sucks cuz,
all of this is happening when something bad already is in progress.
Ugh,
summer is always a breeding ground for conflicts in my family,
hope all of this blows over soon though.

-Boy of Fail

Life is so Fragile

Haven't posted in a while,
wanted to come back with something going on in my life.
Well I won't tell you just yet what's happening,
but just what I have been thinking lately. ^^

Well...
life,
big topic to tackle.
Something about life is that it's short.
And more importantly fragile.
It can be taken away just like that.
If you were in a freaky accident,
or some whacked out illness or some shit.
Yeah,
I just hope EVERYONE understands this.
And I shall relate this with Christianity somehow. XD
Yeah,
everything happens for a reason,
reasons we may not understand but still,
there are reasons.
We just have to accept it and move on,
keep moving forward as I say.

Well,
God wants us all to be happy.
That's why we have to worship and keep having faith.
So that when we die,
we can be reborn and live for the rest of eternity with the Lord.
I am telling you though,
if you aren't devote in Christ,
you should start now.
You may never now that tomorrow you will die na pala,
and you weren't religious.
You die and never get reborn...
Sorry nalang. XD

Yeah... I dunno where I am going with this...
But still.
3 messages I want to convey through this blog.
1. Accept things, even if the are bad, and keep moving forward
2. Be religious cuz you never know that you might die tomorrow. And the Lord might provide a miracle and help you with your problems if ever. :) God is good!
3. Live life to the fullest, try not to let things get you down. Try to live EVERYDAY like it's the last day. No regret, okay? ;)

-Boy of Fail

Selfish-ness

For the past 5 months there was this boy,
he has thought that he was looking out for everyone,
thinking of everyone's best interest.
... but,
NO!
This boy,
he has been a self absorbed,
selfish,
conceited,
spoiled brat.

This boy has only been looking out for himself,
stepping on everyone elses views and only looking at himself!
Don't you think that he needs to grow up?
Get a life,
learn to think of others?

I do too.
.......
.....
...
..
.

Ugh,
this boy apologizes to everyone who he has been ignorant too,
to those who he had judged,
to those who he has hurt,
to those who he neglected to be sensitive to their feelings.






Sorry people.

-Boy of Fail

Dog I shall not get. T-T

Well,
a few days ago I was promised a dog,
a maltese puppy to be precise.
I already though of a few names
...
Mokona,
Pocky,
Kinta,
Tama,
Vanilla
and,
Dambohala!

Oh and if you don't know what a Maltese looks like here. XD



Ugh, I want it!
I want it so badly!!!! T-T

Stupidity! :|

Ugh, I am so stupid. :|
I can't believe how stupid and shameful I am.
I am like the lord of idiocrat,
the almighty idiot.
Bow down to my idiocy! =))

Okay I don't know if those are even words or what they mean. :))

Anyhoo,
Yeah,
I am stupid,
idiotic,
shameful.
Uuuuugh. :|
Shet PAKING
:))

I deserve to get my ass whooped. :|
Someone whoop my ass.
I am not worthy of being seen by the person I was stupid to. :|
Kill me NOW!
=))

This how much I FAIL! :))
Hence, my name
...
BOY OF FAIL

-Boy of Fail

Tagaytay. XD

Ugh,
I was sick during nights and totally active and stuff during the day-time. :))
I had like a fever every night and the next day it would be gone. :))
...
but I didn't get to go swimming or anything. T-T
I just honed my billiards and table tennis skills. :>

Hehe,
I had a poi session last night too! XD like 10 P.M at night. :))
I am still waiting for Arnold to send me the pics. :D
I am glad to share that I was able to do 3 successful spiral wraps on fire last night! XD
People said that your hands get burned if you do the spiral wraps.
I didn't get burned kaya! >:) :))

It was fun though and it's easier to do poi there since it's cold ad stuff. :))
Doing the crank and buzzsaw is easier in tagaytay! :> XD

Anyhoo,
There is a new Robinson's mall in Tagaytay, it made the Olivarez Supermarket close down. :|
Fuck you Robinson's! :|
But it's pretty nice it's like Metrowalk! :>
Kinda. :))

Oh and I learned how to play Generals! :))
My cousins taught me. XD
I think I gained some weight though. :| I haven't excercised and I ate a lot in tagaytay T-T

-Boy of Fail

Whilst editting. :P

Well awhil ago as I was editting a picture on picnik to make it look cooler.
Since I was finished I was playing with the goofy feature. :P
For those who don't know picnik,
it's this tool that distorts the picture and stuff.

Well this is how the picture looked like as I started playing with the goofy tool. :P



After awhile I was thinking that I could change my features.
So I tried...
It was difficult cuz it moved a lot.
So I lessened the strength of the distortion.
In the end of my first experiment.
I was able to make my eyes be impossibly big. :))
With out it looking weird that is. =))

ANIME EYES IN REALITY!!! XD



Then I tried making myself look thinner. ;) :>

Thin Bruce! XD



Then I put anime eyes again! XD

Shiny anime eyes with thinness! :> ;)



Oh yeah, my masterful editting. :)) =))

Sorry! XD
I just felt like showing my pictures. :P

-Boy of Fail

Where Should I Spend Summer?

You Should Spend Your Summer on a Road Trip

For you, the summer is all about possibilities. And you're not going to be tied down. This is the time for you to embark on an epic road trip, with no ultimate destination in mind. You know you'll have a ton of crazy adventures... at least until you run out of cash!

Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

I totally agree! =))

What Kind of Names Do I Like?

You Like Names That Are Cutting Edge and Exotic

You love creative names and names from foreign cultures. You believe names should be expressive and interesting. You like names that are unusual, striking, and powerful. You couldn't imagine naming your child or pet anything "normal." Some female names you might like: Amaya, Celestine, Danessa, Fawn, Kenya, Monet, Serenity, and Tia Some male names you might like: Drake, Flint, Harley, Kendrick, Pascal, Romeo, and Timber

What Kind of Names Do You Like?

I don't like the examples of the names,
but I agree with the description of the name. :P

Sick Feeling.

Since yesterday,
I have been having stomach aches,
today I have a head ache and my eyes are swollen. :|
Paking shet,
I feel sick.

And,
this morning I slept at 1 a.m
I woke up at 6 a.m. :|

I am trying to sleep but all my attempts are ending up in failure. T-T
Fuck I am shleeepeee!

-Boy of Fail

Holy Week Plans. :P

Well this Holy Week we are going to Tagaytay,
as usual.
And I was excited for it.
But now I can't wait for it! XD



I found out like last week that Mon is gonna be in Tagaytay.
And that she is in the same village! O.O
That's such a coincidence!
Grabe,
when I found out I was super surprised! XD
I am excited! =))

Mon!
Wednesday, ah! XD

Woot! XD

-Boy of Fail

Vampire Knight Series - Kuran Kaname & Cross Yuuki

"Even though I am trying to protect you,
I am the one who hurt you the most.
I wonder why all my feelings work against me,
I really wonder why."
-sad smile-

-Kuran Kaname
Vampire Knight Guilty, Episode 11-13

This anime is so cool! XD
Zero is still my favourite character,
Zero, Ichijou, and Hanabusa are my 3 favourite guys! XD
Then it's Cross Kaien, and Kuran Kaname! XD

Sorry,
my otaku senses are tingling. =))

Another quote,
but,
from Cross Yuuki.
(she is the main girl person. :P)

"Even though you are a Vampire,
I am not afraid,
I promised you that I will protect you.
So here,
drink my blood,
Zero"

-Cross Yuuki
Vampire Knight Series

She says this more than once in both the first and second seasons,
So I can't really put the exact episode. :P =))



Here is a picture of Yuuki and Zero drinking her blood.
Zero is the dude. :P =))

Topless Ninja

Well,
another bored day. :))
uhm, I was suppose to put another one,
but,
it made me look fat and stuff so I didn't

Anyhoo, I found the mask thinger in my closet. :))
So I got dorky and I started acting like a ninja. =))
I am sure just imagining it would make you laugh. =))
With all the jiggly-parts and stuff.
=)))))))))

Then here is a picture of me posing. :))
Yes, I know, I am FAT. T-T

My ninja dream has KINDA been realized, not completely though. =))
I will make it complete soon. XD

-Boy of Fail

If I could change my life.

1. Well I have always wanted to have childhood friends,
and grow up together with them.
That's one of the things I kinda missed out on.
I never actually had friends when I was in NZ until the last year. :))
FAIL
So I never really had any friends grew up with.

Well preferably I would like 4 childhood friends,
2 dudes and 2 girls,
and at some point I fall in love with one of the girls. XD
Like in anime's I watch. :))

Sorry Otaku mode. =))

2. I would like to have been able to learn chinese,
Even though I studied in Xavier for awhile
I actually forgot how to speak the language whilst I as in NZ
and,
I grew up speaking English instead of Tagalog or Chinese.
I am actually lucky to have re-learned Tagalog. :P

3. I would've loved it if I learned how to play an instrument,
something cool like the piano,
or,
violin...
well,
I kinda know how to play the sax,
but I ain't all that good,
and I play by ear I don't know how to read notes. :P

4. I would like to be a really good drawer like all the anime people! XD
So that I could be an anime artist! XDDD
Yeah, coolness!

... But remember, love your life, even though you don't have what you want you should cherish yourself, cherish your life and live it to the fullest.

And who knows, one day you might get your wish. ;) :P

Dragon Ball Dreams finally realized! XD

Okay, as you can see,
when I mix boredom,
randomness,
sabaw-ness,
drowsiness,
and
you get a crazy bruce playing with the camera and the lights in my room. =))
...
Well,
it's always been a dream to have powers like the people in Dragon Ball. :))
And today it's been realized! XDDD

KA-ME-HA-ME...

HAAAAAAA~~!

Charging the spirit bomb. =))



Me doing Kienzan or Destructo Disks! XD

... Now that I lived my Dragon Ball Fantasy...
What should I attempt next? :-?

-Boy of Fail

The Urge and April Fool's! XD

These days,
I get the urge to do something stupid,
or crazy

I get the urge to like bleach my hair white or something
The urge to go to a mall in a Cosplay costume. :))
Or even jump out of a window! =))

... Hey i think I can do that last one now!

But I think Imma get red highlights. :))

Oh anyhoo,
it's the first day of April
MEANING?!
...
It's April Fool's Day! XD

You guys have anything in your mind,
a prank?
a joke?
a insult?
Give me some ideas! ;) XD
I wanna prank my brother! :))

-Boy of Fail

My parent's come home

For the past week my parent's have been in China.
They just came back like 2 hours ago.

Well I was hoping they could've bought me a PS3 or Wii or something,
but,
yeah I am setting my expectations too high,
instead I got new shoes,
and,
a scroll thinger for display in my room! :>

Well the Scroll thinger isn't as great as my brother's one
my one is a painting of a plant. :|
And his one is a painting of the great wall! T-T
Unfurr,
and he also got a watch.
I didn't get no watch :-L

Well
we both got shoes,
they are Adicolors! XD
It's like a normal adidas shoe with the 3 stripes...
except you can change colors! :>
That's what I said!
Change colors! XD
Talk about shoe customization! :>

Well yeah,
that's it.

I wanted a PS3 or Wii! TT-TT

-Boy of Fail

My new imaginary friend! =))

Okay,
this is how bored I am! XD

I have been in the house for most of the the summer!
So,
I decided that I will make an imaginary friend! XD
My imaginary friend's name is Van!
He is like Dark!
He is like this cool guy with wings and he like protects me from shit. =))
Sorry,
this is how child-ish I get when I am bored!

Anyhoo,
instead of white or black wings like the characters from D.N.Angel,
My imaginary friend's wings are red! :>
Yes,
just like my soon to be hair.
Once it grows back! =))

...
Okay,
Van is cool and all.
Not like me,
he is cool
and good with the ladies.
All the girls go for him.
But,
he doesn't actually go for anyone of them.
He is nice and stuff.
He thinks positively about stuff,
like me...
But, not like him I don't have that much self esteem
I think positively about everything else though. :P
He is nice and sensitive and stuff.
He can be funny!
and deep.
He is like the perfect dude,
but,
with red wings! =))

Well that's Van!
If I get bored I might make more imaginary friends!

-Boy of Fail

That's fucked up

Miggy,
I will kiss your foot to make it heal faster! ;) :> =)))))))))
get well brother! XD

Kinda boring summer

Well this summer,
I had high hopes for it.
I thought I would be able to go out A LOT,
but,
I was wrong. :))

I haven't gone out with any of my Reedley friends in 2 weeks
So basically,
I am bored out of my wits here at home. :|

For the past 3 weeks of summer,
I have only gone out once with them.
and,
that was KaTricia's birthday! :))

I have a feeling I ain't being invited. :-?
LOL.
fine,
if I going out this WHOLE summer,
Imma get fat and watch anime here at home.
=))
back to being a otaku!

Ahw,
boring summer...

I wonder if I would be going out soon,
LOL,
no one invites me to shit anymore. =))

I got boring,
I guess.

Anyhoo,
I haven't watched D.N.Angel before,
I think Imma watch it.

... Since I have nothing else better to do. T-T

I had this dream...

Arg,
It's cuz I had to be thinking didn't I? =))

Well last night I had a dream. :|
It made me cry while I was sleeping. :|
=))

It was a crappy dream,
I wish I never had it. T-T

5 things people don't expect from the boy of fail

Well, here are something's the Boy of Fail

Here he is...


Well this is a little dated...
uhm how about 3 years old? =))
Fat yet funky! :> =)))

Okay anyhoo, these are somethings you wouldn't think HE,
can do or be. :P

1. Well I take pride in my singing prowess. :))
I like to sing R&B
but easy listening and other stuff would do too,
like Michael Buble and Jason Mraz. :P

2. People say I can dance.
I don't think I can dance THAT well,
Maybe something here or there, but not good, just okay. :P



This is me doing a bit of breakdancing. :P

3. I also do poi, or more widely known as the thing the fire dancers use. :P
I can do fire poi,
but not THAT good,
they also say that I am a fast learner. :P



Here's me doing some fire poi. :P

4. Well even some people that know me don't know about this. :P
I sometimes go into this weird state,
I get all deep and stuff and I talk using big words. :))
As you can see I ain't in that state now. =))
Well, I talk in an "intelligent" way.

5. Lastly, I think I am a sensitive person. :))
Uhm I just found this kinda recently,
It's cuz I over analyze and think about things WAAAAAAAAAY too much,
more than normal people would.

Well, that's it. :P
if you'd like you can make a similar blog. :P

first 3 are kinda obvious things
and
last 2 are things that most people don't know. :D

-Boy of Fail

North-Eastern Asia VS Caucasian Beauty

I was watching this video on Youtube...
It's about how the Caucasian THINK that Japanese want to be white,
there basis on this was anime,
and other stuff...
Uhm it's kinda hard to explain so watch it instead. :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKTvFhRbBt8
...Uhm Copy paste it nalang it's not coming out as a link eh. T-T

The dialogue is in the form of text so you will have to read
also,
it's kinda fast so you might have to pause sometimes to read the whole text.
It's really interesting...

So anyhoo,
They were talking about how the Caucasians like their people to be hot,
while Japanese like it to be cute,
or "kawaii".
Well since I am an anime boy and stuff I agree with the Japanese,
and at some point they show all these "effeminate"looking guys.
I was like,
WOAH,
those guys are good-looking! =))
So I attempted to be all gay and,
take pictures of me being gay!
Here are some of the good ones! :> ;)










Yes, I know, I look really gay and all, =))
I got bored okay! XD
Well that's it,

Take care,

-Boy of Fail

Chicken Race Dream?!

Hahahaha,
Okay this is weird,
I had this dream last night,

It was me and some people I didn't even now.
I think they were suppose to be my friends...
and I didn't know them, they were all whities,
well except for this one girl. :))

Anyhoo, at some point I pissed off my friends,
so to gain them back I had to race...
a CHICKEN RACE?!
Well it wasn't really chicken race,
it was a race involving a lot of chickens. :))....

...Okay I know this is really random,
but please bear with me,
this is one of the weirdest dreams I have had,
and I want to share it to the world...

Continuing,
well I was racing against this guy,
The first part was pretty normal.
The objective was to get to the goal,
no rules just that.
So at some point the dude I race against...
He turns into a chicken!
He FLIES!!!
Then he shoots eggs at me. T-T
He did this several times.
Later,
when the race is almost done he calls his chicken minions,
they all FLY,
yes, I know chickens don't fly. :))
And they barrage me with eggs.
The last challenge
was to put eggs into the friend that meant to you the most,
but when I was about to put in the egg,
I wake myself up...
...........
.........
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
It's cuz I needed to go to the CR. =))))))

Well, maybe there is a deeper meaning to this dream..
I dunno,
if someone knows how to read dreams or interpret them,
please interpret mine,
Thanks! :)

I want to put this dream here,
pero baka may matamaan eh. :))
NVM.

Boy of Fail will post another one after this today. :P

Sleeping habits.

Well if you plurk or Y!M with my a lot
You would know that I normally wake up late.
Like 11a.m-1p.m is my normal wake up time
But recently I have been waking up like 9 or 10 a.m
It funny cuz those days are the days my parent's tell me to sleep early
and for a long time,
which I end up not following,
but still.

Yesterday though,
I woke up 2:00 P.M
I slept 12 and a half hours! XD
this was when my parent's didn't nag me,
cuz they ain't home! \:D/

I think it's cuz they don't talk to my while I am sleeping,
or come in to my room to check if their stuff are in it
I dunno, but I get better. :))
And also I leave the air-con on for a longer time. ;)
Don't tell ah! :))
Well I might wake up late again later,

See yah,
I will update more about me,
Brootsky, the boy of fail! XD

My blog is under construction

Well right now I am trying to make my blog look cool. :P
As you can see I changed the background,
I changed the colors,
and I changed my title.

If you can't see some of the changes please tell me so,
so I can TRY to fix it. :P

Mig! Teach me how to make the banner thinger,
like in your blog!
It's sooo cool! XD

Guitar Hero... on PS2!

Oooooh YESSSSSHHHHHH! =))
I got Guitar Hero!!
Yes, I know it's for PS2!
It's kinda old, and it doesn't have the features of the newer versions.
Like, the solo thing-o
You know the part you use for the solo parts, bleh...
I guess you know what I mean. :))
And the songs are old songs.

Me and my brother were playing all night. :))
I set the career mode on medium and my brother couldn't finish a song! >:) =))
I guess,
compared to the other days this past week,
yesterday was pretty good. :P

Ahw but I still wanna go out!
Someone, invite me out this week! =))
I am so bored here at home, I haven't seen you guys in a whole week!

... I thought we were going on a road trip pala?
I want to go on a roadtrip! XD

Ugh, I think people just aren't inviting me out. :))
INVITE ME!!!!
OR ELSE,
I will cry! TT-TT =)))))))))))

...Maybe if I just show up at one of their outtings without being invited? :-? =))
Kidding! XD

Reviving my blogspot. XD

Well since Miggy told me to revive my blog and also since I am constantly bored here at home. T-T
Imma tell you how bored I have been for the past week, =))

Well the last time I met up with friends was last Friday on KaTricia's Birthday. :P
AA forgot to hook me up. =)) Miggy! You know who I wanted to get hooked up with! ;):>
It was fun. :P

Anyhoo, for the past week, I haven't gone out with anyone,
the last time I went out was yesterday to SM with my family though.
I had to get my laptop fixed cuz the adaptor was busted. :-L

But, Friday was a really shitty day. :|
Let me narrate the events. =))

Well Friday was my dad's birthday,
It started okay...
Until...
My Mom and my Grandma told me to get a hair cut.
They said it will just be cut a bit...
Now it's crap! It's so fugly!
Stupid gay fucker! You can't cut hair!
So after the hair incident I had to use wax to make it look acceptable. =))
Anyhoo, when I got their I embarrassed myself cuz they made me sing...
I didn't know the words, so my mom brought out her Magic Sing. =)))))))))))))
Yes, Magic Sing! :))
I didn't know the words, so I just made the whole thing a comedy act. :))
Later I find out I left my phone on the buffet table for like an hour. :|
It was so stupid of me.
Anyhoo, later that night as we were on the way home, I find out I left my laptop at the restaurant. :|
We had to drive back to the place. :|
And when we get home like at 12 a.m or something my adaptor for my laptop get's destroyed...

It was a day full of FAIL! =))))))

Anyhoo, I need to go out soon, I am planning to invite peeps to my house this week. :P
Imma see who should I invite? :-?

We are gonna have a movie marathon and swim and stuff! XD

Well that's it for the boy full of fail! =)) See yah next time! XD

I don't blame you

I understood,
It's okay you don't have to apologize.
And I am sorry too for making it uncomfortable for you,
the Miggy, Butt Molester shall be revived! XD
Friends! XD

Just friends... :-<

Well I guess I had my hopes up too high,
Argh, it hurts... so much!
I wish Brad's feet never had open his mouth,
I could"ve told her myself at a later time...
Well, atleast we can be friends, I guess friends is all I will have with you.
Since that's all we can be Imma work hard to revive it!
I am sorry I liked you...
I wish I never asked,
and...
You should've told me sooner before I had liked you a lot, you should've told me from the start.
and,
I am sorry to say, but I will NOT ALLOW you to be with just any guy
I will only allow you to have the best, no less!
I am sorry...
Friends?

Sorry, I ain't good enough for you

Yes, I know I ain't the best guy
I am not that bad-ass
I ain't smooth with the ladies
I ain't as funny as some guys out there
and I am not that physically appealing either,
I know all this.
I just wanted to be optimistic and hope that you would see through these and see me as a good guy
but...
I never thought that liking you would make me so sad
I wanted to be with you because it would make me happy
I still want to be with you
except sad to say
you hate me...
I am sorry I was so persistent,
I am sorry for trying to hard
I am sorry for being so determined for you
I just...
I don't have the words to say it now,
so I think I will talk with you later,
my last attempt...
I am sorry

Your Happiness and I

I feel like I fail at making you happy.
Do you hate me?
You seem so happy when you are with others...
Am I just very boring to be with or something?
I have been feeling like a Nostril G for awhile now. =))
but, since your happy, then I am happy.
I just...
I just want to be the person that gives you that happiness from time to time...

P.S. I was worried about you last night, I just wanted you to know that.

One Way Street

I think I have fallen for you,
and
YOU know.
but...
I am not getting anything back,
in fact I am being treated coldly because of the fact that I love you,
I don't get it.
My love with you is just a one way street, leading to the unknown.
BUT
I will take the ride until I get crushed!!!
I wish that our roads would meet and that we would BE.

but...
you are already looking to others.
AND
not seeing me...
Even those small things hurt me so much.
but, knowing that you won't return my love I will just say...
If you fall for someone that won't be good for you, I will be there.
I will protect you from him.
Whether you like it or not.
And even if in the race of love I am losing...
I will still run the race even though I know I am going to lose in the end
...

I LOVE YOU...